爸爸对不起 :'(

is it i already hurt my dad or just may dad really did hurt me like "a lot" :( hm , baru tadi dia ambil saya dari kepayan , well i know saya kerja jauh dari rumah bus pun naik mau sampai 3 kali T,T yeap , then he scold me he said "bagus kau jangan kerja lah kalau mau minta ambil seja balik-balik !" BALIK-BALIK ? do you remember back then i been harrased by an idiot druger ? and just last night there some scumbag said they want to kill that driver bus how am i surppose to act like ? buat budu ? :( last time i hear u said "kenapa tidak boleh minta saya ambil kau meh ?" but now you bring me a piece of shit :'( and now baru kau merasa apa saya rasa selama ini kan ? kau tidak tahu bah tempat saya ni tiada bus masuk , saya terpaksa lagi jalan kaki 40minit untuk ke bustop , you dont know that right ? my leg it hurt a lot ! i cant feel my leg each time im walking you know , kau fikir saya mau sangat kah kerja dengan bergaji kan rm400++ seja mana jauh lagi tempat ? saya tidak mau ! tidak suka ! but what can i do ? i had a lot of debt to paid how can i just leave that place ? tinggal lagi 3bulan seja saya kerja then im off of everything :( please understand me :'( i also dont want all this happen to me :( i know im such a troublemaker to you :(

有时等你等到绝望时，我就会告诉自己说或许你还没能领悟到你对我的重要性。而我就会傻傻的以为说有一天当你懂了后，你会至少停下脚步一下下，真心地听一听我想跟你说的话。爸爸对不起 :'(