hm ~ lately my cousin say im being "jiwang" at blogg ooh ~,~ actualy i dont , i just never shown to anyone whenever im down ! i dont really have friend you know , a comman friend i even can count them by finger :( i always knew it was lie when they said they will be there for me whenever i need them but they dont ! they never been here for me ! they nothing but hypocrite ! but yet i still stick up with them , cause i only have them as my dearest , she the one that i have trusted for life , is now starting to hide something from me i dont know what the hell happen to us but then she suddenly keeping a secret from me well it go way smooth , i thought we are never gonna keep a secret from each other , hm i never thought this would happen to us but nevermind i dont fucking care about it any ways ~ she is now way to HIGH CLASS and maybe she feel awful being with someone like me :') mind something young lady , ur damn ass money are came from ur dad , let wait until u are older enough and hang out with your own dumbass money , then here what we are talking about ok ! you never knew how ur parent work real hard on that money u waste on . hey , the high class thingy you bought out there were a plastic ok , you never gonna get thing enough u know ! if really are the jaguar of mall then go on , without me . huh ~,~ you cant right , u still need me to give u the best opinion right ? just cut of ur crap please , cause all this really annoy my eye on you ! ok , my nerve get high now really hot ! you acting like youre you really think that your the perfectinouse person on earth you know , you keep control every movement of urs >,< what are u , a robat ? cut it please ! i wish i could tell you all of this but i knew u like FOREVER ! if someone mention this shit of urs , u really gonna pissed of there cheetah :( your just 15 but you really fucking mature girl , but how came u wanted to grow up so fast ? if i got a chance i wanted to be like u , u know that ? i dont really like to be a tall person though ~ i dont want a boyfriend that younger than me ! i want a mature one and you always lucky getting someone that older than you , but i , i dont know :( i really bad in tolerance ! i dont know how to create a conversation , and people dont really like a mute friend :'( but you are diferrent ! u are easy-going person , i dont really understand why you acting so jerk ?? that why im rarely go hang out with you anymore :( in facebook and skype people say i beauty , but i never discover any beautiness in me ~ even my dearest cousin would said "too much of perasan" well now im getting that hit ok . yeah im ugly , and i know it ! hahar , hm actualy it not only friendship matter but im in hell of debt :( i dont know with who i wanted to talk to :( i dont want my dad worry about me , and i also dont want my friend knew about this :( i just want all of this shit end now in real quick :'( OMG ! why am i crying for ? vivian please be strong ! everything happen with a reason honey ! hm , i never knew that "kaka" would fool me and push me into her game :( game of "to be a millionare Liar" i shouldnt never trust her , she such a evil with a sweet mouth ! she give me everything and also a bunch of debt ! you lie to me :'( i shouldnt work under her from the first place ! im so sick of you :( ooh please i need a break ! i need a big shoulder :'(
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