it felt so awkward :/

hahaii beloved reader :') badmood T,T saw the tittle urh ? really like f* awkward >,< when you had to be such hypocrite infront of someone you dont really wish to meet them ~,~ goshh ! felt like (hey get the hell out from my sight gerl) for god sake i dont want to know her or even doing something for her tho :( she really get me on nerve , if in fb got DISLIKE button i would want to dislike straight to her face ! but i wont do that couse i know past is past maybe i just had to get over it like i use to be , right :') well eventhought i really dont like to being mr.nice gerl infront of her i still happy couse she said she trust me it make me alot happier than before i use to know her , maybe it just thought of mind playing on my brain bah kaan :') FYI i am this naive easy to in love with cute people , easy to trust people , and so easy to have saticfaction of my on :3 i feel AWESOME when people keep talking bout me for sure i never care if it about good stuff or bad stuff they talkk , couse i know the reason they talking bout me is i am way to better than they are :3 gahahh ! perasan oohya loving reader you know ~ that i am now like an internet maniac :/ huhuuu i think i got so addicted to FACEBOOK , TWITTER & beloved BLOG ooh my gosh i need to cool down everything now hais >,< i think kakak already realize that im not doing my work propertly , i been wasting my time on internet like 14hour of workin hour derr >,< and im just flirting at facebook but i dont get a damn , soi pa gao eh !! lord of mercyfull , please lead me into good thing that you allow me ~,~ maybe i just need to post someting onto my blog once a week ? or three day once ? or maybe once per-day lah :3 please ! please ! hahaaa , hey i can get crazy if i dont post a entry for a day tho ~ even i dont have a story to tell , even my story not as awesome as other but atleast i got the chance to release my tension mah >,< diuu , ooh almost forgothen eh , isnt me or this earth really moving ?? hahaa , why there so many tenager marry so early in their age arh ? my gossh i felt so awkward when i saw my schoolmate having a baby already while me still searching a partner ~,~ lucky them couse they can marry with the one that they love most but still weird *helloo* married stuff is a big thing lah , when i remember back at my oldies day at school me and my besties make a promises when one of us married we must invite all besties hahaa then before we got big exam one of my friend get married *oohgosh* didnt feel time passing by right :] yeah she didnt invite us but her sister told us that she getting marry , mygod how could her but nvm i made it to her wedding day , now that she had her first born baby boy but i dont know that baby boy name >,< suck and it do feel awkward tho T,T ok enough for today entry thank reading dear , i will try my best not to make eye contact with internet for a week then :'( huhuuu kbai :3