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Get over him . He's not even worth it . He is not worth your time or your tears . Yeayyy , you loved him I know that . & I know you just can't see yourself with anyone other than him , I get that . I've been there . But why should you spend all your time sitting at home , bawling your eyes out & wondering where he is & who he is with ? Do you honestly think he is thinking about you ? No . Sure it hurts , the fact that he is out there falling in & out of love with other girls . Yeayy , your gonna see him with one of his new girlfriends . Prepare yourself , cause straight up ; its gonna hurt . He will hold her a little closer & squeeze her hand a little tighter just because he knows you're watching . He knows it's killing you ; that's why he will do it ! Don't let them get to you because that , well that's exactly what he wants . He doesn't even deserve it . So ,what if he doesn't talk to you ; do you honestly wanna be friends with an asshole like him anyways ? Thing is I know you still do .
But give it time . Because all he would do is talk about his new girlfriend & just try to make you jealous , do you really wanna hear that ? No . Screw him & his girlfriend . He will be sorry . Trust me .
When he finally sees you with some other guy who's not him . With that huge grin on your face & your boyfriend holding you close , he will realize how happy you are now . & how happy your boyfriend is because he has you ; the girl of his dreams . He will realize his huge mistake he made when he let you go , when he decided to choose her over you .
When he decided he just did not love you the same . Trust me , he will be sorry . & don't you sit there thinking he won't be sorry , I know you are . But I guarantee you now ; He will be sorry .
So don't go spending you nights waiting for that one phone call you know your never gonna get . He likes to pretend he doesn't see you online , he does it out of spite just because he knows its killing you . When he walks past you in the hallways he is gonna look past you , but you need to know he will do that cause he knows somewhere inside you , it will hurt.......
I'm not gonna lie to you . It will hurt . It'll hurt a lot ! But it will hurt even more when you see her name & how he loves her in his profile . Its all gonna hurt . Knowing you're not the girl that's making him smile . Knowing you're not the 1st person he thinks of when he wakes up & the last before he go to sleep . Knowing you're not the face on his background on his phone anymore . Knowing if he hasn't already he will delete the album of pictures of you he has on his phone .
Knowing you won't be spending every single moment possible with him . Knowing there's not gonna be no more late night phone calls arguing about who loves who the most . & you know what ? Today , tomorrow , next week , months from now ; your phone will be off with a text message , you will instantly grab your phone hoping it's him saying he wants to give your relationship another shot .
But , trust me ; he got too much pride . Even if he wanted to be back with you , he wouldn't tell you . You're soon gonna realize he doesn't care about you anymore & he won't be the 1st person you call when you're upset . He won't be the one to put that smile back on your face . & yeayy , it's gonna hurt ; It's gonna hurt a lot !

But you know what your gonna do ? You're gonna hold your head up . You're gonna show him you're better that him & you don't need him in your life . You're gonna prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you go & that you never really needed him anyway.................................................................